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Friday, April 30, 2010 || 9:29 PM
bambam's ^^yesterday meet bby . it was really my NO MOOD at that time . tggu dier bkan maen LAMER lgy ? almost an hour aku ddok pt luar tangge rumah dier . you see , i'm sweet and undersnding ? rite ? klau pompan laen , mner die nk tgu smpi gtu lmer skali . tpy ader uh pompan gtu . its like 10% out of 100% jer . so , i'm one of those 10% . hha . knock on his door mcm tailong ! hha . lembab ! kay nehmine . i forgive him . syg dier nye psal . when i was day-dreaming ali2 dier dtg dgan muke masai dier tu . msok rumah dier tgok kwn dier mane bola . fcuking bad mood . criously . its my 2nd time . tknk pandang dier pon at that point of time . pandang tv jer . dgar lagu . boring ! then kiter kuar . we walk far apart . its me yg nk jlan jauh . psal dah mrah . beh dier tktau nk pujok , tau ckap sorry jer . bt nehmine , i see his trying . we dont talk . then kiter g kdai burung . cause he know thats my fav place . dier nk blanjer i mkan ice-kachang . but i tknk . tpy actually I NAK ! tgah geram nyer psal . tats y i refused to . atlast we talk . i dont know why i cry . its like nothing . i think EGO i nyer psal kn . kay . don wan elaborate more psal nie . then blahblah we go westpark . bfore that , dlam bus , its like his turn to badmood . taik kn ? mmg uh i nk pujok . but wat did i do ? i let him relax by himself then . ddok westpark . dier baring pt lap i . bukak lgu 'we are the world' dgan justin bieber dier tu . sibok jer ikot justin bieber nyer style . no lah kn b ?! hha . its justin bieber yg ikot you kn ? hha . okay then i say this " b , layan i lah ! i mendak you tau tk ?! " he's diff than bfore . more diff ! its like , the more longer we are together , the more diff ur attitude are . slalunyer kiter LAUGH AND LAUGH , comment org smuer . make fun of me . bully me .
now ? .....
far more diff . you're not the E'inSpark i've used to know bfore . i'm trying to bring back the old past memories to re-live . but you with ur ZIP-MOUTH . make me feel like ure fading . i'm trying to make our everyday moments to be fun . i wan to be ur best . i wan to bring up ur smile and make you laugh . but i failed . i'm trying , i do . but my effort does not seems to worth it . nothing seems to be diff with my effort anymore . i want you to be the old you . can ?
i cannot hold it by my self . i cant stand on my own . only you , who i can only depend on .
i cant laugh by myself , cause people will think i'm insane .
and thats why , i need you to laugh with me .
i cant cry on my own , cause i know i wont stop .
and , thats why . i need you to be thre for me and wipe my tears away .
i cant be kissing my own self in the mirror .
and tats why i kissed you .
i cant hug my self ,
and thats why i hug you .
i cant share my love with other guys cause you will label me as flirt .
and tats why i need you to love me too .
i want you , to be the old person whom i know bfore , can ?
