SashaSwifts
im the one who smile when other people is crying
the one who cry when other people's laughing
and the one who still waiting when everyone give up♥
awake from my dream . ngantok ~_~ ! i'm editing my stupid blog of mine ! burok sak blog aku . PUNDEK ! okay , nehmine . mlas . let it be like wat it is . hha . school has been great . i'm attending lessons . being a goodgirl , makes my momma proud ! hha . mid-year is coming soon and sooner . study hard . forcing my eyes to open as big as it can so that i would not fall asleep again ! ngantok seyyoohhh ! okay . i think i'll seldom update , busy . you know wat ? bby gave me my NEW UGLY TERRIBLE NAME ! it's HEN ! a HEN ! babi dier . bnyk2 binatang kner HEN . ader link lah sey . hha . its MY SPIKE ! tpy ttap jambuu lah seiyoo ! hha . kay , tteeeerrrrrraaaasssseee !!! i rindu ITIK i . tkder link lah pt dier . ITIK pon sodap lah eyh . eka . give me hug everyday ! sweet kn dier ? ILOVEHER . hha . nothing to elaborate more about bby . i'm trying to focusing on my studies and not to think about negative effects about bby . i don wan a FIGHT between us anymore . i'm sick of FIGHTING like cats and dogs ! ( cat=me , dog=you!!!! ) hha . i miss him :'( next week mid-year . how am i suppose to handle all this . i need time to spend dgan bby and at the same time i need time to study . ~ i don wan bby to misunderstood me just for a little thingy thing . so as me . i dont flirt . and i hope so do you . i miss you , but do you ? no matter haw far apart we are , i believe we can handle all this together . i'm yours truly bby , only you who deserve it all . no other . i love you like the first day we met . i miss you like thre's no tomorrow . i miss ur funny STUPID jokes . i miss ur laughter , i miss ur smile , i miss how the way we cry together . i miss hugging you . i miss the way how you laugh at me when i was like BLUR ! i miss kissing you . and lastly , i miss interacting with you . a day , just a day . i CANNOT TAHAN ALREADY ! i felt like i'm far . far away from you . but i sence ur presence when i cried and say ur name repeatly . myb you think that i dont care about you anymore when i didnt even mcg you . i do it with sengajer . i want you to mcg me first . i keep staring at my phone , wonder how long does it take for you to just mcg me . you dont know . and you wont even know . that i CARE for you ! i cried when you say YOU LOVE ME . bcause for all this time , things seems not to be unusual . i wan you to realise that i'm ALWAYS THRE , praying and waiting for you . wishing you all the best . and i keep blowing my love . i dint reflect on other boys , cause I GOT YOU . it's more than enough . ur the person that i awaits and i believe into . whom i always LOVE and CARE . the one whom i miss every seconds without failing . bcause of you , i'm changed to a better person . ur the most wonderfull guy i ever met bby . those love you gave me will nver be wasted . the smiles and the laughter you brought to my life , the tears , those sweet and sour experiences we had to together , it's just TOO HARD TO FORGET . i love you , more than EVERY SINGLE PERSON in this world . my only love , I LOVE YOU . for so many mistakes you've done , i've had forgiven you . is thre gonna be more tomoorrrooww ??
