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Thursday, April 29, 2010 || 2:32 AM
people look and say my smile is like a ray of sunshine and i'm the one who brighten up's everyone life with my cute blur actions i had in the morning . they say this " ein should be proud having you as his gf " . and i ask why . they say many guys wanted me , but why in the million who's more PERFECT than him , but why do you chose him ? i was like err . i got that answer in my mind . but i dont know how to phrase it . i know they wont understnd what i talked .
all i can say is
all the answer is up to him
he's the reason why .
he's the only one who can win my heart nevertheless , he make me realise what does love means .
and they say . "so untong"
all i gotta do is to kept quite .
they say we're such a GREAT COUPLE .
unbelievable isnt it dear ? hha .
they dont know wats heppening between us . which affects my life from doing things i wanted to do .
I LOVE YOU , i say this to them . and i say ONLY .
then they ask . "but do he love you as what you expect ?"
i kept quite . and i say "why not ?"
they replied "you wont know shahara .. "
"expect love doesnt comes from his heart or by his looks or whatsoever , but it comes from his ATTITUDE . if he change , and you realise it by sudden . who will know ? myb he does not .... you again ? we wont know . but god knows"
i TERcry .
and they say i got that angellic face and that most attracting and wonderfull smile ever . i own that cute and blur face who makes people laugh and they love me , just the way i am .
and they say this , if one day you must to let him go .
what would i do ?
i can only answer " cry "
then they say "with ur genuine warmth and ur natural beauty and your compassion towards other people , you'll win the heart of a special person . and he's more far better than him ."
i replied " i dont want to , if i can ... "
" only god know , what i felt inside . i love him too much . and i dont think he knows . he will think that this is all CRAP WORDS . hell ya ! but it has its meaning behind those words . and i meant it when i say it . i dont wan to give up on you ever . if this one wish can be fullfilled . i would just wish this one thing . let me be with him . thats all ."
~ cause , its impossible for me to let him go .
having him , its all i had ever wish for . 101209 , loves ^^
