sorry if i jarang update . so , yeah . let's see what i do on saturday ,,
saturday go rumah bby tak slah . ermm . nothing much to say . had fun after all .

sunday :

go tempat bby . blek ddok westpark . bobual kuat like's no other business . then kiter ddok

pt satu BIG dome biru . we sat thre . bfore that kter g tgok moon dgan mataer dier , fad . tgah hujan lebat , then i go atas rmah p bwak payung . kter pegy tgok dorang dkat blok dkat2 dgan west grove thre . hha .

sweet couple tau dorang . btw "last long to moon and fafad" amin .

yeah . then after that kter ddok2 , bobual2 . i kacau2 tu anjing dpan kiter . then bby PETPOTPETPOT .

bby ckap gni . "b , tkmo kcau luh , nnty dier dtg bru tau"

then i kcau lgy .

tros bby ckap gni "kan kan dier dah tgok kter!"

owner dier mcm syg sgat pt anjing tu . ader due anjing . dgan two owner .

masing2 nyer anjing lah sng ckap ! aiyooo =.=

satu nyer owner mcm tk kesah sgat . satu lgy plak syg sgat .

very the cute tau tu anjing . mcm [insertname] kn b ? hha .

people jgan terase aye . hha .

i was laughing like hell . b , you cute b !

idk why bby tkot sgat ngan anjing . bgy i mcm anjing smer jer ngn kucing ,

tpy klau anjing tu anjing TEMPLE CINONEH dah laen crite dah tuu . hha .

naek buluku klau kene kejar ngan tu anjing . aiyaa . PHOBIA !

dah mcm mimpi buruk .

teringt i psal pt japanese garden tu . hha . bby was like freaking takot bler anjing tu bark pt bby .

strait away bby jump pt blakan i . hha .

he's the one who should protect me , not me protect him , correct ?

tpy tkperlah . tkot anjing kn . hha .

bby pnah skali ckap gni bler anjing tu bark pt bby at that same spot pt japanese garden nyer entrance . "i rela sia b , mati tenggelam pt laut dry mati kner gigit anjing!" HAHAHA .

i love that part . mseh ingt tau tu phrase . haish . ANJING ANJING =.= !!!

kay dah . asyik bobual psal anjing jer . aiyoo ~_~

end2 kter gadoh . WE HAD BIG FIGHT , VERY BIG !

bby , changed like sudden during the fight .

i'm trying to avoid my lips from saying the word break again .

its like , the way you scold at me and watsoever ,

its MUCH FAR harsh than bfore !

the way you talked and the way you scold at me , your unmeaningfull words , that make me deeply lose trust in you , everything that you said with your ways of words all , remembered me about my STUPID-ex .

but after all its my fault why we're having a fight .

i dindt want to start that fight , but bcuse of you and your egoness and my egoness too , we fight .

i'm sorry bby . its my fault too . not yours , although you started it first .

i know and i really understnd why you talked to me that way .

but yet after all we're okay like bfore .

bby pjok i . ILOVEHIM still .

i'm sorry bby if i'm the one who cause this .

he promised me not to say that way of talking anymore .

you see , he's chnged . and that really shows me that he do really love me .

thnks bby . he's sacrifing all he can . its all just for our love .

i know you dont have the mood at that point of time .

everybody has their own way to show their angriness towards others too , true ?

although i hate the way he does to show me that his angry , but yet i know he doesnt meant to do it at all . his doing it bcause he cant control .

sometimes , i'm like that too . people who doenst involve , yet i MAKI them until they hate me .

and its all bcause of your own EGO .

i can see bby is hurting . he's changing .

and he's being more caring towards me than the way he does like bfore .
i can see bby is crying every night . he's changing for the better just to keep our relationship lasts longer .

he's being far more loving and caring right now . i've notice that .

i still need you . and i dont even wished to leave .

i know ur avoiding from fighting again . i understnd bb . much understnd .

after all you've done , i forgive you .

bcause however you're still the best i ever had bb .

you maked me felt wanna stayed within you forever .

~ somehow , i've been wishing up to the stars .

wishing that we will lasts . but will my wish come true god ?

i know that fight happens bcause of my own EGO .

i'm sorry bb . really sorry . i sayang you . maafkan i kay ?

~ i had so much talked on sunday . lets move on to monday plak otey ?

kay . monday i g umah bb .

and on there bby pujok i . i can see bby is trying to hiding his tears .

bb , i understnd . and i knw that you love me too .

sometimes , i can sense that you are faking your smile to everyone .

i know your hurting . me too .

i tknk you merane psal i . i syg you .

its enough for your sacrifices . our love is still strong .

and i still have my 100% love with you . dont worry . no more 99.9% .

i just wished that i could be your last somehow ~

bb , i syg you . i tau you syg i jgak kn ?

lets forgive and start a new one okay ?

kay lets see on tuesday plak kay ?

tuesday lpak with my primary friends . zyzy ngan iqah jer .

mira and shazy didnt tag along as their busy with their business .

not much fun . i miss them after all .

then i g dashed rmah bb . psal hujan lebat gler babi !

kejar bus mcm nk kner kejar train . basah kuyup .

bby was so caring bler dier nmpk i was running towards him .

bby ask "asl you lari ? kn i suroh you tgu pt bustop?"

myb last minute mcg kot .

then i say "mner tau you suroh i lari ?"

tros bby ckap " tkknlah i nak suro you lari kn hujan2 gni."

bb , wipe my face with his shirt .

then we ran across the traffic light . bb hold me tight .

then lampu dah tnjok kn lgy 5 seconds tau . then my mulot petpotpetpot . sroh tkya lari psal dah last minute . then bby hold me tight , so tight and force me to run .

i know bby is avoiding me from getting more wet .

kay . then blahblahblah . we move our way g hospital NUH .

[insertnme] lahirkn anak lelaki . OMG .

bby tu hensem nnty mcm bpak dier [insertname] .

bpak dier jgan blush sgat plak . nnty boxer koyak ! hha .

cnferm dorang happy eyh dah ader anak .

i wished i could have 1 with bby .

~ kay i know , dream on lah swift !

b , kter ader junior kn ? hha .

at thre i saw [insertnames] .

kter blek kul 8+ gtu .

then dah blahblah .

gtu jer .

tgan i dah penat dah nie asyik type2 jer . aiya =.= .

and today tk g skolah , bgun lambat . hha .

i miss sunshine i eka . eka tmrw give me hug okay ? i'm craving for your hug .

dah 5 hari tk dpat hug sey :'(

~ and lastly i missed my bby . kner tgu friday bru bleh jumper sey :'(

b , ingat i sayang you .