i'm missing my bby rite now . like in a sudden , i felt my heart crash to the ground . and it beats for that only 1 person , and the person is my spiderman . i missed him . my mind kept thinking about him . i'm being so bored , sitting like an old woman , at my rott house . watch tv , eat , bath , sleep , blogging . everything had been the same daily life as bfore , wats diff is that , when thre's spiderman , my days turnout to be happier than bfore . i've been thinking , is thre any other ways to kept our relationship go on ? doing this way , makes my heart hurts by a time we fight . i don wan it to happen for the second time . i've got big scar on my heart , left by me ex . and i dont need or even want you to be the next . cause when thre's you , i felt diff . much much diff . you make my world goes upside down . i miss the way you smile . i miss the way we laughed . and i miss the way you does to make every little minutes we've spend together to turn out to be as joyfull as ever . oh god , is thre any other way to show him that i do really love him ?

tmrw schooling as usual . summer is coming soon ! hooray hooray yok ! bersamaku berjalan2 ! hha . tk sabar seiyoooooooohhhhhhhhh *widesmile* . life had been completely ruined and complicated within studies . "belajar bkin kepale otak aku pecah! nnty klau aku ader brain cancer , aku mrah si MOE tu !" taik btol . aiyoo =.= . MULOT TKTAU JGER EYH SWIFT ! hha . kay nolah ! i dindt enjoy studying but atleats i've experience the way people learned and discover .i wanted to be a sucessful person 1 day , tpy dgan perangai aku gni nk jdy org ? aiyomak ~-~ ! dividing my time to studies and relationships . love and friendships i had , studies i must faced . why in the hell must thre be studying on EARTH ?! cca ? i rinduu having my cca practises . those challenges we face together . and my sunshine eka keep supporting me . nnty klau aku cbot , si eka mulot dah start PETPOTPETPOT ! aiyomak ! menambah kn virus jer pt otak aku ! hha . teachers and counsillors keep supporting me . and they keep asking wats my dream ? my dream is to be a ........... err ? tktau lah kn . umur mseh panjang luh sey . but my mama sroh i jdy model bcause i got that body to pop ! my teachers say so . but actually kn i nk jdy astuwardess (sorry klau slah spelling) . lawa kn dorng ? bleh terbng sner sni . i pon nk jdy mcm spiderman . terband sner sni . i pkai kapal , spiderman pki web dier ! hha . dahluh my mate nk pejam nie . i'll update tomoorow okay , klau ader mood luh sey ~_~ . hha . goodnites and sweetdreams readers .

~ loves , sashaswifts .

~ i miss the way you does to maked me smile .

ILOVEYOUspiderman . IMISSYOUsunshines ^^