come back , love♥

April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 December 2010

ever wonder how pain it was watching you crying ? and did you ever wonder how pain i am in my shoes ? when all i do is to watch you , and yell . where all my moods keep swings all by then . and where my confidence lost when you've changed . i'm trying . i've been seeking . an attention from you . but you wouldnt care . i dont need you to follow what i says , but to hear what i says . cause i only have you to rely on . remember ? once i've told you , you're my everything that i had ever wished for . i dont need a second man to be my life partner . i dont wished the past to repeat , but it keeps haunting me . yet i'm still the way i am supposed to be . i still label you my 'onlyLover' . i've promised , and till now i kept that . it hurts so much when you say that you understnd me . and you're hurt too when i say that i understnd you . both parties are in the wrong side . where you keep turning left and i keep turning right . where we supposed to be together . and yet we dont . i'm trying to fix it all , but you just wont listen . i need you the most , but you keep running away . and that's when you pretend that's everythings' alright . i dont wan to beg for ure love , i want it to be given by not begging . given sincerely . please understand how the situation are between us , where the bond keep breaking us up . i'm sorry for everything i've done bby . i still love you . 8 months ? will we ? hope so :'( wish everything will be as fine as the way we are bfore . dear , i dindnt mean it . i still love you , SpiderMan .