It's Just that, IMissYou♥

come back , love♥

i'm telling you

Sunday, August 15, 2010 || 2:18 AM

i love you.

i tried to treat you right , everytime.

i tried not to break any of my promises.

i tried not to failed any of my duty.

i tried not to let you fall.

i tried to make you smile, everytime.

i tried to make our love as wonderfull as it can be.

i tried to be the best among your ex-.

i tried not to let you angry.

i tried not to let you cry.

and lastly,

i tried not to make you regret when you're with me.

but did you tried?

i was born to be soft, so soft. and i'm known as the soft-and-shy girl.

everyone i treated soft , especially to a guy.

but you called me "kepale batu"

i know i am when i'm with you.

i've changed. and you dont realise it when.

i changed when everything between us seems to changed.

i changed when i realise that i'm too soft. and everyone says that.

i changed when you are changed too.

you said i becoming worse.

but did you see on yourself? you are bcoming worse too.

i realise i am. infront of you i'm tough.

but behind you i'm soft.

you tkkn pnah perasan. psal you tk pnah tanye. did you?

depan you i garang, i marah2. bebel mcm nenek org.

but behind you, i cried for every little thing i've done today.

i cried for what i saw you.

and thats when i saw you , you are hurting. for almost everyday.

i yell to you like hell. repeat all those miseries.

but did you ever asked why i'm turning from bad to worse?

all you asked is whats the reason is i am yelling at you?

but did you ever asked my feelings?

did you ever notice i'm crying when i'm yelling?

time flies so fast , and even you and i have changed.

everything seems to fade.

and all those laughter, has gone.

all we had now is you hearing me yell . sick of it?

then did you ever asked , am i not tired for yelling at you all day(s) long ?

i'm tired too bby. indeed, i'm too tired.

mmg i ader kelemahan. and love is.

cinte lah kelemahan i. and i paling lemah dlam cinte.

i'm the girl who used to give up on love easily.

but on you. i had nver think of giving up. i had nver think of separating.

but it all comes on my dreams. and what people says.

and thats when i think i need to be tougher.

b , did you realise everything is flying away?

do we had our laugh this day? am we as sweet as we are bfore?

ask yourself , and see whats happening between us.

remember all those times? ingat?

bler i tido sbelah you, you sapu rambut i sampai i tidur lelap baru you tido.

you always shows and proof what you are up to.

you always give all your time on me.

dulu kite suke comment2 org. ketawe pt org.

dulu you selalu amek kesah psal i , without failing.

and you tk pnah jerit pat i.

now sehelai rambut i pon tkde you sentuh.

dulu you put me first before you and before everyone else.

you always bring me to some place.

you hug me bfore i do.

you kiss me all around.

and you say all the sweet stuff.

you were so sweet before.

i miss you, the old us.

dulu i tk pnah se berani gni.

i tk pnah jerit pat you. i tkde penah nk ckap yg i nk bunoh you.

if i would , skrg jgak i bunuh you.

i tkde pnah pukul2 you.

skrg ? i kejam kn ?

saket kn ?
and thats the pain i am inside for months.

uncounted tears for days or even weeks .

did you ever asked why my eyes blast like mate goldfish?

did you ever asked why i put so many foundation on my eyes ?

why dont you? but why others can ?

bby , i maaf klau selame nie i garang mcm *#@% !

i tau you sket hati dgan perangai i yg mcm %#@ !

i harap you fham.

i buat gni psal i nk you rase ape i rase.

i sayang you . banyak banyak.

more than you.

i tried to change , and i hope you too .

every night , i pray the best for us . i hope we could have an everlasting love.

and every night i cried , hoping i cant sense everything surround me .

so that things will not get me hurt easily.

psal i cant take it more than this .

maybe this burden that i'm taking is more than enough.

i dont need anymore tears.

once or twice or even thrice is enough.

i don want to get hurt anymore.

and i dont wished you to get hurt from me too.

i maaf sayang.

i buat gni so that we can move on smoothly tanpe rase benci pt each other.

please show me that you truely love and care for me?

i cant wait for that.

bcause for longed i've been waiting .

"dear god , guide our love to the right path and push all those obsticles.

shine your light and bless our love.

'mudahkanlah jalan kita dan perpanjanglah cinta kita'"

Amin.

bby trust me , we are strong enough to face this together.

i put my faith on our love. we can . dont we?

lets solve things out together.

iloveyou.

and people, wish us all the best.

thnk you.

lots of love, SashaSwifts.

~i tau i kejam tpy itu tk bermakne i tk sayang.

i nak you sedar.

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