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Wednesday, August 11, 2010 || 11:22 PM
happy 8 monthsary bby. b , do you know how happy am i seeing us reaching this far ?
where once i said , "b , i tk confidence dgan 8 months nie." you know why i said that ?
bcause for days i've been crying and crying . and thnks to yaya , she's thre . without her . OMG . i tktau nk buat aper .
things had been so complicated now and there . everything seems to messed up in my mind . deciding in a situation which does not fits my mood . i've been pissing off now and then . no smile . i've tried but that was infront of my family , friends and atlast him!
you guys know whats the meaning of saket hati ? oh my . bad dream .
bby , i've been writting stories here . and blog is the only way i can express all . i cnt express to you . cause i'll cry .
i've had enough , please dont . i dont need anymore . you know how it feels ? it feels so cold when the condition is hot .
where tears keep flowing and i tried forcing my smile infront of a mirror .
and my heart cnt get that PEACE ?!
and when i tried to make things better , i called you . on the phone.
and there oh my , my heart feels so pressed .pressed sgat . when i hear your voice .
all i think is about how are we gonna move on ? things had been blocking our way .
and friends keep telling me to leave you . but i cnt ! i know i cnt live without you .
its like , WASTED ! you know ? i've given and sacrifice everything . so do you .
bby , i know you're hurting . too . so do i .
but please dont pretend as if everything is fine . dont .
i'm sorry for eveything i've done . i'm sorry , bby . b , i want you to be the BEFORE you .
the YOU i've known . the one who's more caring , patience , and loving .
if you really reflect , you'll see how much you've changed bby .
and now i've not been going to school . from last tuesday till today . i just cnt get my mind PEACE .
b , lets changed eveything like the way how we are bfore .
~ cause i need you to be the you bfore .
~ and guys , i'm inactive . mayb i'll update once a week ? sorry .
and to people sape sroh link , i'll link next time okay ?
muahmuah *blowkisses* ly.
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