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Tuesday, October 19, 2010 || 2:09 AM
i miss you . i want to hug you right now . just dont go too far .
i never thought you could just go like that . and now i must wait until your birthday .
so stupid of me .
why must you always follows your ego ? bela kwan sgat . why ?
3 weeks ? can you imagine that ? 3 weeks tk jumpe ?! boleh mati .
god , please help me . i'm devastated . too much burden .
i've given you SO MUCH chances , and i think ITS TOO MUCH .
why must i leaned on you everyday ?
why must i think of you ?!
i want you to get out of my life as soon as possible . you are hurting me .
yes you are hurting me .
oh my , clock please turn faster :'(
we had a fight , a big fight .
and I HATE HIM . yes IAM . he does too .
we hate each other , yes we are .
we are drifting , of course ! cant you see you dog eyes ?!
tgah marah nie . oh my , jin ape masuk badan you nie ?!
sial , g mampus ! NOW ! fcuker* !
BYE !
Monday, October 11, 2010 || 1:40 AM
you've promised it over again .
and i hope this time , you will keep it .
just dont get too influenced .
iloveyou .
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 || 11:55 PM
thnks to LianaMagg dgan YayaAstro ,
for being there for me .
I Love You Both sgat2 .
and korang pon need to be strong kay ?
biaselah , perempuan lemah depan dan di belakang lelaki .
why eyh ? orang bleh jawab tk ?
anyone , please ?
only god knows how i feel .
ps: if you love that person ,
only that person .
are you willing to sacrifice anything for your love ?
anything that they asked for without any complained .
i can , but why cant you ?
bukankah itu satu petanda ?
|| 11:45 PM
sayangsayangsayang
sayang SpiderMan , itu harus !
okay , we're doing fine .
baby , jgan buat hal lgy okay ?
i penat nk handle nie semua .
i sumpah , tk bedek b .
i'm not strong enough .
you're my witness .
and you are my strenght .
my everything .
i miss everything we're about to end .
and i wish everything we're about to start ,
to be as wonderfull as how we start our love , 1o1209 ~
this sunday , 10 months .
boleh kan ?
sumpah , 9 months kiter i saket hati gler babi .
b , please dont make your attitude on our 10th .
kalau boleh smpi biler2 .
jgan luh please .
then then , 11 , you rase kite boleh tk ?
harap2 luh kay .
amin2 , kite akan !
b , i got badnews .
sumpah i nanges sey tdy .
people know what ?
bdaey spiderman kn on the 12th nov .
i'm going KL blek 11 or 12 of nov .
g sner 1st nov .
oh my .
bd outing .
i cant celebrate your bdaey on your day sayang .
but i promise , i belikn you barang when i came bck .
mner boleh blang .
hehehe .
conferm rindu giler babi eyh .
dah pat sner tkd computer .
pundek !
satu hari jer tk jumpe , menangis .
aper lgy berminggu !
takot something happen .
oh my . janganjangan .
* amit amit jamban bayi *
asalkan you setia , i setia
kite same2 setia , okay ?
please jgan ubah lgy .
stay this way will do ~
iloveyou , sayang .
Monday, October 4, 2010 || 11:55 PM
i'm doing this for the best ,
i hope you'll changed one day .
when the day comes ,
you'll see whats wonderfull between us .
i miss you .
please dont fade away .
SpiderMan , dont go .
|| 11:33 PM
i thought we are drifting .
i dont wished it to be .
cause i want to be with you .
as long as i can .
i want you , to be my last man .
because iloveyou .
the more i tried to be further ,
the more we are closer .
the more we are closer .
we are closer than before .
and its tough .
you know i aint that strong enough to
take this burden .
i got enough .
i cant breathe but i still fight what i can fight .
i'm tired .
watching us this way .
its like everyday .
and you pretend as if everything is fine .
people ask us to go our separate ways .
but i cant .
i still love you .
my faith is shaking , but i still tried .
i keep on crying ,
watching you changing .
you are worsening the situation .
yet you can keep laughing .
mayb its true what people say ,
the bond between us is gonna break .
whenever i talk to you ,
you keep quiet .
and laugh .
cant you hear that i'm crying .
cant you see that i'm faking my smile .
i want a break cause its hurting me .
but i dont have the heart to let you go .
i still love you .
everytime you walk past ,
i cried .
i miss you , even a second past .
but you didnt understand .
and you dont even understand what
i am facing right now .
a nightmare which comes true .
and it comes from you .
i'm scared , its true .
but whenever you hug me , i felt protected .
and the feeling is good .
i love it .
but you nver hesitate that you ever love me .
not once you showed .
you've broken up all your promises .
ALL !
not even 1 did you hold .
you told me to trust you .
for you its easy .
because you are not facing it .
you got your friends to rely on .
but who am i gonna rely on to ?
i hate the way you are now .
Friday, October 1, 2010 || 1:45 AM
can you just ask yourself , are we doing fine right now ?
are we ?!
i'm tired , and i'm sick of it .
lets just see how long can we bare with each other like this .
depan orang nmpk sweetsweet jer .
blakang org mcm %@&*!
toot*toot*toot !
oh my ! bangun luh please !
mtak i tundok kepale pe ?
i penat tau syg .
please dont change .
i miss you , you tau tk ?
i miss the old you .
i dont miss you right now , i dont even wished !
but i miss who i thought you were .
i just wished you could just DIE !
people , sorry .
i'm pissed off .
pissed off with this *cute* guy .
he always make me *happy* .
he always make me *smile* .
(macam betul)
hope so luh ey .
doa2 kn .
hope he will changed .
amin .
btw , i hate the way you tried to cover your flames .
you are blamed .
and i hate the way you are now .
"the string between us is gonna break" . thats what people say .
watch out Kinsella .
he's harming you !
