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Monday, October 4, 2010 || 11:33 PM
i thought we are drifting .
i dont wished it to be .
cause i want to be with you .
as long as i can .
i want you , to be my last man .
because iloveyou .
the more i tried to be further ,
the more we are closer .
the more we are closer .
we are closer than before .
and its tough .
you know i aint that strong enough to
take this burden .
i got enough .
i cant breathe but i still fight what i can fight .
i'm tired .
watching us this way .
its like everyday .
and you pretend as if everything is fine .
people ask us to go our separate ways .
but i cant .
i still love you .
my faith is shaking , but i still tried .
i keep on crying ,
watching you changing .
you are worsening the situation .
yet you can keep laughing .
mayb its true what people say ,
the bond between us is gonna break .
whenever i talk to you ,
you keep quiet .
and laugh .
cant you hear that i'm crying .
cant you see that i'm faking my smile .
i want a break cause its hurting me .
but i dont have the heart to let you go .
i still love you .
everytime you walk past ,
i cried .
i miss you , even a second past .
but you didnt understand .
and you dont even understand what
i am facing right now .
a nightmare which comes true .
and it comes from you .
i'm scared , its true .
but whenever you hug me , i felt protected .
and the feeling is good .
i love it .
but you nver hesitate that you ever love me .
not once you showed .
you've broken up all your promises .
ALL !
not even 1 did you hold .
you told me to trust you .
for you its easy .
because you are not facing it .
you got your friends to rely on .
but who am i gonna rely on to ?
