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Friday, December 31, 2010 || 6:45 PM
this post is for IqahNoshiywah,
dear, tolong jgan nk melebih **** uh.
but really, i hate you too.
even, most people hate you.
because of your sluty mouth.
bukan nk bobual backstab uh, tpy fact per?
btol tk? lgypon aku bukan bestfriend kau per.
aku tk terase atau teringin pun. REALLY.
dari dulu kau pun tahu per yg aku tk suke kau?
aku anggap kau sebagai kawan biase uh, takd lebih dari itu.
kau nk bobal pasal batu api aku?
everyone has it.
kau nye batu api lagi melebih, do you know that? :/
you hate me, but everyone love me except you.
haha
sayang eh kau, tktau pilih sifat org.
mmg aku nmpk diam, seperti ape org ckap? i'm nerd, you say that.
people make me laugh looking at myself.
aku nmpk baik kan? terlalu baik?
hati lembut sgat kn pt kau? even at everyone?
org buruk2kn aku, ttap aku senyum pe. btol tk?
terlalu baik uh aku, ttap i'm proud of myself.
sorry, hha.
kalau aku nak step pun, takkan la aku nk step gerek ngn kau.
tak penah pun.
ya, fuck 2010. but i love 2010.
please uh, tkmu nk fuck 2010 aku :D
i think you should fuck your coming 2011.
kau kate kau tknk jdy kau punye bitchy iqah kn? O.0
TAU pon.
kite tgok whether this year kau mseh jdy bitchy kau ke tk, oke? ;)
btw, tolong uh tkmu comment org punye personality atau looks , oke?
termaksud org seperti aku uh.
mcm2 tau kau pnah pgel aku.
nerd la, mcm org kampung la, org tkd kwan la, messy la, slumber la, selenge la.
ade2 je tau kau comment aku.
thank you, aku tau diri aku :D
tapi org yg mempunyai budi sifat pekerti dgan mate,
they say i'm pretty.
even i think, im prettier than you O.0
mcm org kampung eh?
haha
ya, MAYBE at school. pasal aku tk lawa kn pt skolah?
nk lawa2 g skolah, for what?
lelaki sane semue low.
aku pun dah ader pasangan, jdy aku rase aku nk stay within myself.
bukan tknk lawa la, mmg aku sengaje tknk.
aku tknk attract attention, thats all :)
mayb, mmg pasal aku asal org kampung.
but HEY HELLO ?!
kau nk bezakn diri kau dgan aku?
O.0
salah orang .
myb i should say that to you, but kesian la.
tk ape.
bukan aku tk berani uh nk bobual depan,
tpy aku tkde numb kau.
haha
or myb at school, ?
ermm, i think no.
pasal aku tknk berkawan.
saketkn hati tau?
lebih baik sendiri, dari kene tanggung mulut org.
aku rase drytdy aku bobual kurang ajar eh?
maaf la, tpy aku siket keras kepale.
bare with it.
mayb bukan sikit, tpy BANYAK !
tapi tetap maaf la eh :/
i'm sorry, really sorry.
lots of kisses,
Sasha Swifts
Tuesday, October 19, 2010 || 2:09 AM
i miss you . i want to hug you right now . just dont go too far .
i never thought you could just go like that . and now i must wait until your birthday .
so stupid of me .
why must you always follows your ego ? bela kwan sgat . why ?
3 weeks ? can you imagine that ? 3 weeks tk jumpe ?! boleh mati .
god , please help me . i'm devastated . too much burden .
i've given you SO MUCH chances , and i think ITS TOO MUCH .
why must i leaned on you everyday ?
why must i think of you ?!
i want you to get out of my life as soon as possible . you are hurting me .
yes you are hurting me .
oh my , clock please turn faster :'(
we had a fight , a big fight .
and I HATE HIM . yes IAM . he does too .
we hate each other , yes we are .
we are drifting , of course ! cant you see you dog eyes ?!
tgah marah nie . oh my , jin ape masuk badan you nie ?!
sial , g mampus ! NOW ! fcuker* !
BYE !
Monday, October 11, 2010 || 1:40 AM
you've promised it over again .
and i hope this time , you will keep it .
just dont get too influenced .
iloveyou .
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 || 11:55 PM
thnks to LianaMagg dgan YayaAstro ,
for being there for me .
I Love You Both sgat2 .
and korang pon need to be strong kay ?
biaselah , perempuan lemah depan dan di belakang lelaki .
why eyh ? orang bleh jawab tk ?
anyone , please ?
only god knows how i feel .
ps: if you love that person ,
only that person .
are you willing to sacrifice anything for your love ?
anything that they asked for without any complained .
i can , but why cant you ?
bukankah itu satu petanda ?
|| 11:45 PM
sayangsayangsayang
sayang SpiderMan , itu harus !
okay , we're doing fine .
baby , jgan buat hal lgy okay ?
i penat nk handle nie semua .
i sumpah , tk bedek b .
i'm not strong enough .
you're my witness .
and you are my strenght .
my everything .
i miss everything we're about to end .
and i wish everything we're about to start ,
to be as wonderfull as how we start our love , 1o1209 ~
this sunday , 10 months .
boleh kan ?
sumpah , 9 months kiter i saket hati gler babi .
b , please dont make your attitude on our 10th .
kalau boleh smpi biler2 .
jgan luh please .
then then , 11 , you rase kite boleh tk ?
harap2 luh kay .
amin2 , kite akan !
b , i got badnews .
sumpah i nanges sey tdy .
people know what ?
bdaey spiderman kn on the 12th nov .
i'm going KL blek 11 or 12 of nov .
g sner 1st nov .
oh my .
bd outing .
i cant celebrate your bdaey on your day sayang .
but i promise , i belikn you barang when i came bck .
mner boleh blang .
hehehe .
conferm rindu giler babi eyh .
dah pat sner tkd computer .
pundek !
satu hari jer tk jumpe , menangis .
aper lgy berminggu !
takot something happen .
oh my . janganjangan .
* amit amit jamban bayi *
asalkan you setia , i setia
kite same2 setia , okay ?
please jgan ubah lgy .
stay this way will do ~
iloveyou , sayang .
Monday, October 4, 2010 || 11:55 PM
i'm doing this for the best ,
i hope you'll changed one day .
when the day comes ,
you'll see whats wonderfull between us .
i miss you .
please dont fade away .
SpiderMan , dont go .
|| 11:33 PM
i thought we are drifting .
i dont wished it to be .
cause i want to be with you .
as long as i can .
i want you , to be my last man .
because iloveyou .
the more i tried to be further ,
the more we are closer .
the more we are closer .
we are closer than before .
and its tough .
you know i aint that strong enough to
take this burden .
i got enough .
i cant breathe but i still fight what i can fight .
i'm tired .
watching us this way .
its like everyday .
and you pretend as if everything is fine .
people ask us to go our separate ways .
but i cant .
i still love you .
my faith is shaking , but i still tried .
i keep on crying ,
watching you changing .
you are worsening the situation .
yet you can keep laughing .
mayb its true what people say ,
the bond between us is gonna break .
whenever i talk to you ,
you keep quiet .
and laugh .
cant you hear that i'm crying .
cant you see that i'm faking my smile .
i want a break cause its hurting me .
but i dont have the heart to let you go .
i still love you .
everytime you walk past ,
i cried .
i miss you , even a second past .
but you didnt understand .
and you dont even understand what
i am facing right now .
a nightmare which comes true .
and it comes from you .
i'm scared , its true .
but whenever you hug me , i felt protected .
and the feeling is good .
i love it .
but you nver hesitate that you ever love me .
not once you showed .
you've broken up all your promises .
ALL !
not even 1 did you hold .
you told me to trust you .
for you its easy .
because you are not facing it .
you got your friends to rely on .
but who am i gonna rely on to ?
